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i'm seriously bored of studyin chinese...
damn cheena.......
_lOOkS ArOuNd fOr SOME FoRM oF EnTerTaInmEnT_
 left her thoughts ♥ 5:09:00 PM
well,if one's english is bad..
doesnt help if da person TRIES to have good english..
and everythin's a mess...
that's doubly BAD....
_lAuGhS_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:53:00 AM
slept da whole day...
dang!
wada pig i am....
'i've been thinkin bout what happened...well,if it's meant to be,it'll be...
i'll say no more....i dunch want to anymore.
_nUmB_
 left her thoughts ♥ 6:53:00 PM
Somethin's makin me feel uneasy.
i wonder why...
i cant exactly put my finger on it..
it's just......SOMETHING.......
-sighs-
___________________________________________________________
I Think Of You
When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and ‘round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you when its gone
Like you chase away the storm
and Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you when I'm strong
And I know I can go on
Its like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there is nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I will break
Through it all Ill make it through
Cause all I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you when its gone
Like you chase away the storm
and Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you when I'm strong
And I know I can go on
Its like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
And when I think I'm all alone
I can see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
Is think of you
I think of you when its gone
Like you chase away the storm
and Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you when I'm strong
And I know I can go on
Its like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
_fEeLinG iNseCuRe_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:52:00 AM
God is our saviour..
he kept her safe...
Thank you God....
i'm thankful that you saved her...
she's alive....
' i'd ask you for nothing but to be with her now.
may your healing hands be upon her.
Amen.
_hOpefUl_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:58:00 PM
i am not da least bit scared.
bad sign.
does it mean i haf surrendered to my fate?
fate: knowing i'm very much dead fer da Os.
-shruGs-
' da last time i saw you,you had a smile on your face..
_nOtHiNgNesS_
 left her thoughts ♥ 4:33:00 PM
What If
Here I stand alone, with this weight upon my heart,
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back, right back to the start
wondering what it was that made you change.
well I tried but I had to draw the line...
and still this question keeps on spinning in my mind:
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I'd stayed, if you tried,
if we could only turn back time,
But I guess we'll never know.
Many roads to take, some to joy some to heartache,
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back, right back to the start,
Would you take the chance and make the change?
Do you think how it would have been sometimes?
Do you pray that I'd never left your side?
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If we stayed, if we tried,
if we could only turn back time,
But I guess we'll never know.
If only we could turn the hands of time.
If I could take it back would you still be mine?
'Cause I tried but I had to draw the line,
and still this question keeps on spinning in my mind:
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used know?
what if I had never walked away?
'Cause I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed, if you tried,
if we could only turn back time,
Well I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
_sAdlY_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:30:00 AM
i really wonder if things have changed.
so much fer da quarrels and heartbreaks..
did anythin change??
i wanted to ask you so many times..
but i thot that not askin wld be da best.
i wanted to tell ya so many things..
but den again....
keepin numb,is wad i'm gonna do..
but..if i ask..
wad wld your answer be??
i'd expect you to say that things are quite da same..
if its so..
y should i waste my time??
i dunno.....
questions that wldnt be answered..
_a yOuTh wHo dEemS dA wRoLd UnkInd_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:22:00 AM
alright..i started studyin.
alittle...
=)
watched -Ladder 49- last nite.
a meaningful story...
with a wonderful company..
-smiles-
i shall continue to study...
NOW!!!.........
'everyday i love you
_sMilInG_
 left her thoughts ♥ 2:20:00 PM
i tink i'm gonna suffer....
i aint studyin...
shit....
i need da discipline....
which i'm serioulsy lackin...
'baby there's something about you...
_stoNy_
 left her thoughts ♥ 1:07:00 PM
gosh.....
cant sit down and study....
alrighty..
i'll go and study now..
bye..
'mIsSiN yOu........
_eMpTy_
 left her thoughts ♥ 3:52:00 PM
its been 2 years since u ignored me..
its been 2 minutes since i last saw your pic..
and its gonna be forever that i'll ever see you again..
and now you're with someone else..
i feel weird...
da same feelin i had da last time i lost you.
freak.....
this cant be happening...
not now...
its over,i'm moving on.....
its just flashbacks...
its gone.......
_stUnneD_
 left her thoughts ♥ 1:10:00 PM
Something About You....
I don't know where to begin
I don't kow how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you
It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)
It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that
And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
-five for fighting-
 left her thoughts ♥ 4:11:00 PM
no more school..
finished my art..
handed it up yest..
i'm free now..
thank goodness....
offically school-less.ha.ha
____________________________________________________
alright...
this is bad....
when i start hatin someone,
i'll hate da person like fuck..
i am hatin someone..and i still do..VERY MUCH....
i keep think bout it,
sub-consciously i guess..
prolly becoz i hafnt gotten over it yet...
still pretty much sore bout it..
wanna give her 5 tight slaps...
SHE DESERVED THAT LONG TIME AGO....
1=for causin hell fer her.
2=for puttin me thru a miserable time...
3=for doin what you did...
4=for makin you realise u aint that 'saint'..HAHAHAHA
5=for everyone...
hmm...should i add another one???
for those people who hates her much as i do???
MWAHAHAHHAHA.......... an eye for an eye,a tooth for a tooth...
does it explains all???
things aint this simple....
payback time...
wanna make life hell for you,just like you did for me.
but i guess it's not da time..
i shall wait patiently for the right time.. a hunger for revenge...
and den i'll see you suffer....
it'll be to my satisfaction,to my up-most delight....
i'm feelin sadistic now.....
-SMILES-
_gRiNiN aT dA tHoT oF mAkIn U sUfFeR_
 left her thoughts ♥ 9:43:00 AM
i'm home.didnt go sch.
need to finish up da damn art of mine.
slpt late yest.
all becoz of art..and studied a little bio.
not in da best of moods..
its doesnt help with a mother screamin early in da mornin...
_mOodY_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:37:00 AM
2 more weeks to O levels..
5 more weeks to freedom...
i shall resist all temptations from today..
no sleep for me till mon.
gotta finish up my art.
sorry i cant meet u.
not for now..
i'm really sorry...
_eMpTy_
 left her thoughts ♥ 6:09:00 PM
i've missed you yest,
i'm still missin you now..
' and i will continue to miss you,till da day i see you again...
_hOpEfUL_
 left her thoughts ♥ 11:54:00 AM
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!...
I SAW OLINDA CHO!!!!!...
she's like...soooo CUTE can!!!!!!!!!
okok...enough of that...
haha..went Singapore Idol yest with *grace*and her family to see da results...
supported *daphy*
man...was so sad that *oli* got into da unsafe group...
was so frightened that she wld be da one leavin last night....
well...
i got her a BIGGGG stuffed dog and wrote her a letter,
due to da change in plans,they wldnt be comin out to meet us...
so..i went up to *oli's mum* and talked to her a little..and told her to pass da pressie to *oli*.
whoa..her mum's so ON!!....
haha..she's so enthu...haha...
well..
for da first time..i tink *dick* doesnt look that bad after all...
tink he's pretty cute now that i saw him in real life....
aniwae...*david* was eliminated...
*oli* cried...-heartbroken-....
so sad to see her cry..
so cheerful and all on tv...
and.i've seen *dahpne* cried before....
not since sec 1....
coz i wasnt close to her..
well...there wld definitely be disappointments in life...
well...all in all,
yest was a nice,tirin day...
oo...and i skipped ballet for Spore Idol...OOO....
_aBsOlUteLy hApPy_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:18:00 AM
this song used to be my favourite.....
this is for all of you guys out there...
love,cheryl....
and grace.hope u like da spore idol stuff..=)
love u lots,my dearest friend.
I Should Have Told You Before
I hope you listen now
Wherever you are
I hope my words will fly
And get to you far away frome here
Coz you're all my life
All I wish to find
All I ever really wanted and more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
My days were always bright
When you were around
My heart was filled with life
And music of love was in my ears (yeah)
Coz you're all my life
All I wish to find
All I ever really wanted and more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
You're my heart
You're my love
You're my everything
You're the air that I breathe
You're the songs that I sing
I don't know why I let you walk out of my heart
I can't live without you no more
But I should have told you before the magic had gone
So if you hear me cry
Please come awake
And shape this lonely heart
Take fear away from me (oh yeah)
Coz you're all my life
All I wish to find
All I ever really wanted and more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
You're my heart
You're my love
You're my everything
You're the air that I breathe
You're the songs that I sing
I don't why I let you walk out of my heart
I can't live without you no more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
Time will fly
Our love will fade away
Everything we had might disappear
But I won't let
I won't let it go
Just hide it in my heart
Save it here
You're my heart
You're my love
You're my everything
You're the air that I breathe
You're the songs that I sing
I don't know why I let you walk out of my heart
I can't live without you no more(can't live without you)
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
The magic had gone...
_tHe mAgIc haD gOnE_
 left her thoughts ♥ 9:26:00 PM
i guess,somehow....
people have lots of problems knowin da defination of the words they use.
funny isnt it??...
well...perhaps...if people arent so NARROW MINDED..
i so believe they'll be MUCH better off....
liking da wrong type of girls and all....
well....there's nothin wrong with that...
but,its so amazing,
how the human mind works...
well..
for a start,people cant differentciate for nuts,
what's disgusting and wad's not...
it so saddening.
my heart reaches out to you...
you shall be sympathised..
you cant be blamed right?..
love is blind..
isnt it??...
-laughs out loud-
den again....i remembered,love is blind...
HAHAHA......
back to da topic,
people should be sympathised for their narrow minded-ness...
if ever,
there wld be a human revolution,
i'd definitely hope that human brains malfunctioning wld be da cause for this revolution...
=)...
_SyMpAtHeTiC_
 left her thoughts ♥ 10:48:00 AM
<
Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)
A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!
i'm seriously bored of studyin chinese...
damn cheena.......
_lOOkS ArOuNd fOr SOME FoRM oF EnTerTaInmEnT_
well,if one's english is bad..
doesnt help if da person TRIES to have good english..
and everythin's a mess...
that's doubly BAD....
_lAuGhS_
slept da whole day...
dang!
wada pig i am....
'i've been thinkin bout what happened...well,if it's meant to be,it'll be...
i'll say no more....i dunch want to anymore.
_nUmB_
Somethin's makin me feel uneasy.
i wonder why...
i cant exactly put my finger on it..
it's just......SOMETHING.......
-sighs-
___________________________________________________________
I Think Of You
When I’m down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I’m sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and ‘round
I can’t seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I’ve believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you when its gone
Like you chase away the storm
and Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you when I'm strong
And I know I can go on
Its like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there is nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I will break
Through it all Ill make it through
Cause all I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you when its gone
Like you chase away the storm
and Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you when I'm strong
And I know I can go on
Its like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
And when I think I'm all alone
I can see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
Is think of you
I think of you when its gone
Like you chase away the storm
and Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you when I'm strong
And I know I can go on
Its like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
_fEeLinG iNseCuRe_
God is our saviour..
he kept her safe...
Thank you God....
i'm thankful that you saved her...
she's alive....
' i'd ask you for nothing but to be with her now.
may your healing hands be upon her.
Amen.
_hOpefUl_
i am not da least bit scared.
bad sign.
does it mean i haf surrendered to my fate?
fate: knowing i'm very much dead fer da Os.
-shruGs-
' da last time i saw you,you had a smile on your face..
_nOtHiNgNesS_
What If
Here I stand alone, with this weight upon my heart,
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back, right back to the start
wondering what it was that made you change.
well I tried but I had to draw the line...
and still this question keeps on spinning in my mind:
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I'd stayed, if you tried,
if we could only turn back time,
But I guess we'll never know.
Many roads to take, some to joy some to heartache,
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back, right back to the start,
Would you take the chance and make the change?
Do you think how it would have been sometimes?
Do you pray that I'd never left your side?
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If we stayed, if we tried,
if we could only turn back time,
But I guess we'll never know.
If only we could turn the hands of time.
If I could take it back would you still be mine?
'Cause I tried but I had to draw the line,
and still this question keeps on spinning in my mind:
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used know?
what if I had never walked away?
'Cause I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed, if you tried,
if we could only turn back time,
Well I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
_sAdlY_
i really wonder if things have changed.
so much fer da quarrels and heartbreaks..
did anythin change??
i wanted to ask you so many times..
but i thot that not askin wld be da best.
i wanted to tell ya so many things..
but den again....
keepin numb,is wad i'm gonna do..
but..if i ask..
wad wld your answer be??
i'd expect you to say that things are quite da same..
if its so..
y should i waste my time??
i dunno.....
questions that wldnt be answered..
_a yOuTh wHo dEemS dA wRoLd UnkInd_
alright..i started studyin.
alittle...
=)
watched -Ladder 49- last nite.
a meaningful story...
with a wonderful company..
-smiles-
i shall continue to study...
NOW!!!.........
'everyday i love you
_sMilInG_
i tink i'm gonna suffer....
i aint studyin...
shit....
i need da discipline....
which i'm serioulsy lackin...
'baby there's something about you...
_stoNy_
gosh.....
cant sit down and study....
alrighty..
i'll go and study now..
bye..
'mIsSiN yOu........
_eMpTy_
its been 2 years since u ignored me..
its been 2 minutes since i last saw your pic..
and its gonna be forever that i'll ever see you again..
and now you're with someone else..
i feel weird...
da same feelin i had da last time i lost you.
freak.....
this cant be happening...
not now...
its over,i'm moving on.....
its just flashbacks...
its gone.......
_stUnneD_
Something About You....
I don't know where to begin
I don't kow how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you
It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)
It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that
And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright
I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that
-five for fighting-
no more school..
finished my art..
handed it up yest..
i'm free now..
thank goodness....
offically school-less.ha.ha
____________________________________________________
alright...
this is bad....
when i start hatin someone,
i'll hate da person like fuck..
i am hatin someone..and i still do..VERY MUCH....
i keep think bout it,
sub-consciously i guess..
prolly becoz i hafnt gotten over it yet...
still pretty much sore bout it..
wanna give her 5 tight slaps...
SHE DESERVED THAT LONG TIME AGO....
1=for causin hell fer her.
2=for puttin me thru a miserable time...
3=for doin what you did...
4=for makin you realise u aint that 'saint'..HAHAHAHA
5=for everyone...
hmm...should i add another one???
for those people who hates her much as i do???
MWAHAHAHHAHA.......... an eye for an eye,a tooth for a tooth...
does it explains all???
things aint this simple....
payback time...
wanna make life hell for you,just like you did for me.
but i guess it's not da time..
i shall wait patiently for the right time.. a hunger for revenge...
and den i'll see you suffer....
it'll be to my satisfaction,to my up-most delight....
i'm feelin sadistic now.....
-SMILES-
_gRiNiN aT dA tHoT oF mAkIn U sUfFeR_
i'm home.didnt go sch.
need to finish up da damn art of mine.
slpt late yest.
all becoz of art..and studied a little bio.
not in da best of moods..
its doesnt help with a mother screamin early in da mornin...
_mOodY_
2 more weeks to O levels..
5 more weeks to freedom...
i shall resist all temptations from today..
no sleep for me till mon.
gotta finish up my art.
sorry i cant meet u.
not for now..
i'm really sorry...
_eMpTy_
i've missed you yest,
i'm still missin you now..
' and i will continue to miss you,till da day i see you again...
_hOpEfUL_
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!...
I SAW OLINDA CHO!!!!!...
she's like...soooo CUTE can!!!!!!!!!
okok...enough of that...
haha..went Singapore Idol yest with *grace*and her family to see da results...
supported *daphy*
man...was so sad that *oli* got into da unsafe group...
was so frightened that she wld be da one leavin last night....
well...
i got her a BIGGGG stuffed dog and wrote her a letter,
due to da change in plans,they wldnt be comin out to meet us...
so..i went up to *oli's mum* and talked to her a little..and told her to pass da pressie to *oli*.
whoa..her mum's so ON!!....
haha..she's so enthu...haha...
well..
for da first time..i tink *dick* doesnt look that bad after all...
tink he's pretty cute now that i saw him in real life....
aniwae...*david* was eliminated...
*oli* cried...-heartbroken-....
so sad to see her cry..
so cheerful and all on tv...
and.i've seen *dahpne* cried before....
not since sec 1....
coz i wasnt close to her..
well...there wld definitely be disappointments in life...
well...all in all,
yest was a nice,tirin day...
oo...and i skipped ballet for Spore Idol...OOO....
_aBsOlUteLy hApPy_
this song used to be my favourite.....
this is for all of you guys out there...
love,cheryl....
and grace.hope u like da spore idol stuff..=)
love u lots,my dearest friend.
I Should Have Told You Before
I hope you listen now
Wherever you are
I hope my words will fly
And get to you far away frome here
Coz you're all my life
All I wish to find
All I ever really wanted and more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
My days were always bright
When you were around
My heart was filled with life
And music of love was in my ears (yeah)
Coz you're all my life
All I wish to find
All I ever really wanted and more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
You're my heart
You're my love
You're my everything
You're the air that I breathe
You're the songs that I sing
I don't know why I let you walk out of my heart
I can't live without you no more
But I should have told you before the magic had gone
So if you hear me cry
Please come awake
And shape this lonely heart
Take fear away from me (oh yeah)
Coz you're all my life
All I wish to find
All I ever really wanted and more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
You're my heart
You're my love
You're my everything
You're the air that I breathe
You're the songs that I sing
I don't why I let you walk out of my heart
I can't live without you no more
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
Time will fly
Our love will fade away
Everything we had might disappear
But I won't let
I won't let it go
Just hide it in my heart
Save it here
You're my heart
You're my love
You're my everything
You're the air that I breathe
You're the songs that I sing
I don't know why I let you walk out of my heart
I can't live without you no more(can't live without you)
But I should have told you before
The magic had gone
The magic had gone...
_tHe mAgIc haD gOnE_
i guess,somehow....
people have lots of problems knowin da defination of the words they use.
funny isnt it??...
well...perhaps...if people arent so NARROW MINDED..
i so believe they'll be MUCH better off....
liking da wrong type of girls and all....
well....there's nothin wrong with that...
but,its so amazing,
how the human mind works...
well..
for a start,people cant differentciate for nuts,
what's disgusting and wad's not...
it so saddening.
my heart reaches out to you...
you shall be sympathised..
you cant be blamed right?..
love is blind..
isnt it??...
-laughs out loud-
den again....i remembered,love is blind...
HAHAHA......
back to da topic,
people should be sympathised for their narrow minded-ness...
if ever,
there wld be a human revolution,
i'd definitely hope that human brains malfunctioning wld be da cause for this revolution...
=)...
_SyMpAtHeTiC_
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